Jack had the last three days off work and in the last week or so is when I really started needing more help with Arie, holding him or rocking him when I felt nauseous, or hold him while I throw up.
Jack went back to work, even though his vacation probably felt nothing like a vacation with how much help I needed 24 hours a day.
This morning I rocked Arie and tried to set him down so I could run in the bathroom. I set him down as gently as I could but as soon as I let go, he started rooting for me with his eyes closed. Then he woke all the way up and was crying because I wasn't there. I threw up with a background noise of baby cry. :(
It only took about 10 minutes of rocking to get him back to sleep after that.
::sigh:: I need my husby.
I can do this. I can do this.