Arie is really struggling with jealousy and watching me nurse another baby. He doesn't like to be woken up by a crying baby and then he doesn't like that I won't let him nurse as long as he wants.
A newborn wanting to nurse is a bit more pressing than a 15 month old.
Jack is supposed to go back to work today and I have no idea how that's going to work.
Getting up with Luke is an hours long ordeal. He has been changed five or six times in the last hour and a half.
My left nipple is so sore that either of them latching on makes me cry out in pain.
Luke wants to nurse and switch from breast to breast the entire time he's awake, in between diaper changes. This constant switching really makes Arie mad.
It's 4:20am and Jack has to get up at 5:45 to go to work. I'm wondering if he needs to sleep in another room but I have no idea how I will deal with two crying babies by myself. They both have different needs and Arie does not sleep soundly.
This won't last forever.
I don't have the foggiest idea on how we will make it through.